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| On Good
Friday, a New Mexico woman carries a portrait of her son on the
Pilgrimage to Chimayo, as she prays for his safe return from the
U.S. war in Iraq. |
During Semana Santa thousands of pilgrims
journey to El Santuario de Chimayo, a tiny shrine in northern New Mexico.
They leave from their homes, or their cars parked on the roadside, to walk
10, 20, 30, or even 100 miles to reach Chimayo. In the darkness before Good
Friday, pilgrims line the highways north of Santa Fe carrying crosses and
glow sticks. By Easter Sunday tens of thousands of worshipers pass through
the doors of the little chapel, built almost 200 years ago on a site that is
sacred to many Pueblo Indians and descendants of Spanish settlers.
I walked 22 miles with the pilgrims through an unforgiving land where the
people have known many hardships. Their stories revealed that this old
tradition of personal repentance is afflicted by many modern social
tragedies.
As the first light of day defined the jagged edge of the Sangre de Cristo
Mountains, I found myself keeping a sleepy pace with a Native American
women's group. The 15 women, dressed in workout clothes and running shoes,
walked slowly to honor the memory of Lori Piestewa, the first Native woman
to die in foreign combat with the U.S. military. Piestewa, a Hopi from Tuba
City, Arizona, died March 23, 2003 with other members of the Texas-based
507th Maintenance Company near Nasiriyah, Iraq.
The Native women came from Albuquerque, representing Pueblos near and far --
Laguna, Santa Clara, and San Ildefonso. A woman representing the people of
Sandia Pueblo, who sought refuge from the Spanish on Second Mesa in the Hopi
lands back in the Seventeenth Century, explained, "She didn't belong there.
It wasn't her place." Another woman quietly uttered, "She walks in beauty."
A Navajo woman affirmed, "Her way is the beauty way." The Native American
woman's role is often seen as the provider of life, and therefore sacred as
the protector of continuous life, culture and beauty on Earth. The women
confirmed, there is a special and meaningful connection when a Native
woman's feet touch the Earth and she is not to break the connection while
practicing sacred activities. As the people of San Juan Pueblo believe, "Our
reverence for Mother Earth must be carried to the mothers of our children."
As I set out toward Chimayo on Highway 503, I heard many tales of personal
sorrow and loss, and I witnessed tremendous exertion of hope along the way.
Wearing a black shawl and gray scarf, a mother walked with her
daughter-in-law and prayed for her son to be rid of his alcoholism. The two
women paused near the top of a steep hill to catch their breath. The
daughter-in-law said her husband's alcohol addiction worsened when he lost
his job nearly a year ago, not long after he had made the pilgrimage to
Chimayo to pray for his family's well being. "There must be a reason," the
younger woman sobbed. Dozens of pilgrims passed by looking for their own
answers.
Sam Escareno lifted a large cross with a figure of Jesus made from straw,
covered with hundreds of purple ribbons inscribed with prayers that
fluttered in the breeze. His group, from San Jose Catholic Church, brought
the prayers from their congregation in Carlsbad, New Mexico. It was the
group's first pilgrimage to Chimayo. I later found the cross inconspicuously
propped against a fence beside the shrine, in a niche protected by a
cottonwood tree.
The destination of the pilgrims, El Santuario de Chimayo, is believed to
hold the power to heal mind and body. A pilgrim from Las Cruces, New Mexico
years ago left a note in the shrine advising: "If you are a stranger, If you
are weary from the struggles in life, Whether you have a handicap, Whether
you have a broken heart, Follow the long mountain road, Find a home in
Chimayo..." The shrine is a time capsule for nearly two centuries of
reverent pilgrims' notes and prayers, homemade crosses, votive candles and
crutches left behind.
Native Americans came to this place on the Rio Santa Cruz to soak their
ailing bodies in the healing mineral waters long before the arrival of the
Spanish. Local legend tells that in 1813, on the evening of Good Friday, Don
Bernardo Abeyta had a vision that led him to discover the Crucifix de
Nuestro Seņor de Esquipulas, the "Black Christ of Guatemala," buried in the
bank of the river. Through a series of mysterious events, villagers believed
El Seņor de Esquipulas could not be removed from the site and that Don
Bernardo Abeyta was spared from death by the deity. By 1816 local families
built a wood framed adobe chapel over the sacred site. Faithful pilgrims
have come to the chapel ever since seeking remedies and cures from "Our Lord
of Esquipulas" and the healing powers of El Posito, the sacred earth from
beneath El Santuario, where the Crucifix was discovered.
Though the back roads to the shrine were not paved until the 1970s, modern
pilgrims follow much the same routes that have been traversed over the
barren land for nearly 200 years.
On U.S. Highway 84/285, pilgrims now pass by Indian casinos and crosses on
the side of the busy six-lane highway where numerous fatal accidents have
occurred. The walkers still come from towns along the historic Camino Real
-- Santa Fe, Socorro, Las Cruces, El Paso, and from towns farther along the
old route reaching deep into Mexico.
Bruce Abeita walked 107 miles over four days from Isleta Pueblo south of
Albuquerque, braving fierce New Mexico desert winds as he camped on his way.
On the third day of her journey, I met a woman with a big smile and round
face who had walked more than 20 miles from Agua Fria, a traditional
agricultural community southwest of Santa Fe. Rural farms, such as those
around Agua Fria still operating today in the San Luis Valley, supported
wayward travelers on the historic supply route from Mexico. With almost 10
miles to go, the woman assured me, "You can bet I'll reach that Santuario."
Brushing gray hair from her sunglasses and looking toward the sun rising in
the east over the mountains, the woman invited me to Easter services near
her home at San Isidro Catholic Church. In her purse she carried a figure of
San Isidro, the patron saint of the farmers. In a feisty parting moment, she
gave me her reason for walking more than twice her usual distance to
Chimayo. She intentionally journeyed by the casinos on the busy highway
between Santa Fe and Espaņola. She wanted the casinos to see her pass by on
foot because she wanted them to know she "believes in God, not in money."
Her sign read, "Bet on a sure thing."
With a cedar tree branch for a walking stick, the woman left me behind while
I crossed the busy highway for water being given away at a Red Cross
station. Relief stations along the way were staffed by Pueblo police
officers, sheriffs, state troopers, Red Cross volunteers, and just good
Samaritans who generously offered bananas, oranges, granola bars and bottled
water.
Pueblo languages -- Keres, Tewa and Tiwa -- are heard each year on the
journey, along with English and Spanish. A woman from Mexico recited prayers
in Spanish over and over as she covered the miles for a young girl back home
who suffered with cancer. Like many others, she carried an image of the
Virgen de Guadalupe.
A family from Denver joined the pilgrims to support a relative in the
military. A few walkers carried American flags or wore yellow ribbons. Some
clutched rosaries. Many prayed for peace and almost everyone I spoke with
believed the excessive crowds were due to the war. From the usual 10,000 to
30,000 pilgrims, along with locals and tourists who enjoy the spectacle, the
numbers were thought to be up to about 40,000 by police estimates.
By 10:00am the walkers formed a steady stream moving toward Chimayo and the
narrow two-lane highway, NM 503 came to a stand still. Bike riders and low
riders, and families in pickup trucks inched along slower than the
shoe-bound pilgrims for the last six or seven miles over the high desert
mountain road to reach El Santuario.
Grandmothers led their granddaughters by the hand to show them their
veneration for this land and their faith. Highway 503 cuts across a stretch
of dramatic deeply eroded barrancas and shrub brush-covered land the Spanish
called El Malpais (The Badlands). The arid desert between the Rio Grande
(the lifeline of the Spanish along the Camino Real) and the Sangre de Cristo
Mountains (the sacred life source that provides water across the land for
the Pueblos' survival) supports a climate best suited to rattle snakes on
hot summer days and coyotes on chilly nights. Springs and snow melt feed the
arroyos and irrigation channels that become tributaries to the Rio Grande,
making the land barely inhabitable for those who stay cool inside thick
adobe walls during the day and burn piņon for warmth at night.
But "La Tierra" is more than just inhabitable to local Indians and Hispanics
-- it is their "herencia," their sacred inheritance. Many still profess to
live in harmony with nature and produce art that is as religious as the
symbols they carry with them to El Santuario. Blue skies evoke the color of
turquoise; Sparkling mountain streams reflect silver designs; And, the rays
of the fading sun turn the rugged hills into a soft landscape painted with
the colors of many people. Flowers spring forth designs for pottery and
weavings.
At the Pueblo Cultural Center, the words of Theodore Jojola, from Isleta
Pueblo, justify the wisdom of the creators of all natural things in the
Pueblo world: "So they created the mountains, mesas and valleys to make us
humble and make us repentant."
As the sun climbed high in the sky, weary pilgrims quickened their pace as
they followed a shortcut across a field to face the last couple of miles.
The road turns north and narrows, as it descends into the Chimayo Valley.
Piņon and cottonwood trees hide the few rooftops that would be visible from
the steep roadside embankment. A man told his children, "(The road) is
dangerous here. Walk single file."
Walking down hill into town, I found hundreds of people evacuating the
narrow main street after visiting El Santuario in the early morning.
Completing his pilgrimage, Bernardo Lujan Jr., a distinguished gentle man
with waves of long silver and black hair gathered his family around a large
wooden cross he made and carried on his way.
The tattered note left by the pilgrim from Las Cruces, in a year long since
passed, romantically and accurately described Chimayo: "It's a small Spanish
town settled many years ago by people with a friendly hand. Their culture
still lives today. They will tell stories about miracles in the land since
1813. Santuario is a key to all good. A church built as graceful as a
flower, swaying in the summer breeze, nested in a valley protected by wild
berry trees. In the dusty roads of Chimayo little children with brown faces
smile. Majestic mountain tops rule over the virgin land."
As I neared the shrine, hidden behind its wooden gates and adobe walled
enclosure, I spotted two bell towers covered with modern tin pitched roofs,
rising above evergreen trees against a blue sky. El Santuario was designated
a National Historic Landmark in 1970, though it has changed a little with
the changing times.
I discovered a line over a quarter of a mile long, wrapped around the
churchyard and through the narrow town street, with anxious pilgrims waiting
to get inside the little adobe building. Some with walkers and others with
wheel chairs were helped down the steps into the sunken chapel by others in
line. Several pilgrims were overcome by exhaustion, but not before they
reached their destination and made their peace.
With only 26 pews on what was once an earthen floor, now covered with stone,
fewer than 100 people can sit and meditate before the altar, and fewer still
can get into the little side room to make contact with, or even taste the
sacred earth from El Posito. The dirt that is said to heal is replenished
and blessed periodically from the bank of the Rio Santa Cruz.
Thousands remained outside the chapel, creating a carnival-like atmosphere.
In addition to salvation, pilgrims find vendors in their little tiendas
selling Chimayo Holy Chile, and offering a little witty conversation. A soft
drink seller laughed at a local woman, a regular parishioner at El Santuario,
"You drove TEN miles to park and walk back to your own church!" Beside the
chapel's tiny parking lot, which local police close off for much of Holy
Week, Leona's serves hot chocolate on cold mornings and corn and green chile
tamales on hot afternoons. Stocks run low soon after the large crowds arrive
on Good Friday.
Children busily arranged stones in the churchyard and fished coins out of
the acequia, the shallow stream that runs in front of the shrine. Dogs
pulled at their leashes at the sight of other dogs and howled at the ringing
bells of roving ice cream vendors. One little boy, bored by the whole
occasion, held his pouty face between his fists, and never looked up as
visitors one after the other captured their own classic post card moments on
film.
A continuous mass was held behind the church, down by the small swift river
driven by the snowmelt from nearby mountains. Adults listened intently while
children and dogs played at the base of the outdoor altar. Simple crosses
made of bark, dried leaves and popsicle sticks are left year round on the
fence surrounding the church property.
I lost track of time before realizing that the sun had traveled across the
sky and was setting over the Jemez Mountains to the west. On the way back I
detoured to hilltops covered with crosses, Santos and offerings. At one
shrine I met Lena Beyal, a woman from Los Lunas, NM whose son Santiago had
recently arrived in Baghdad, Iraq with the Fourth Infantry Division of the
U.S. Army. Standing before a towering white metal cross draped with purple
cloth, she asked me to take a photo of her holding a picture of her son. She
carried it with her on her pilgrimage and prayed for his safe return.
After 22 miles, four or five pieces of fruit and a gallon of water, I felt
the healing effects of the vast land and its demanding journey, but I didn't
find as much peace of mind knowing that so many people in the world need
healing. The amassed numbers of pilgrims tell a tale of growing desperation
in the world.
The pilgrim from Las Cruces wrote a perfect closing to the story in his
note, at least of the "old world" story that Chimayo was once a part of:
"When the day is done the sun falls asleep without regret, sleeping in the
twinkle of a starry, starry night. It's that old country feeling in Chimayo
I can't forget. Of all the places in the world I've been, this must be
Heaven."
In a strangely coincidental occurrence, while purchasing homemade
bizcochitos in a local Chimayo tienda, I flipped through a published speech
by Chellis Glendinning and noticed that she quoted a local man who observed,
"The down-to-earth people are finishing."
Only a few years ago on my second or third visit, I felt the participation
in the pilgrimage was decreasing. For various reasons, well beyond the
residents of Chimayo and the pilgrims who come here each year, it appears
the tradition is strong again. I partly felt secure in knowing that this
tradition is still in tact for many "down-to-earth people," but for paved
roads, a Wal-Mart just down the street, cell phone towers over head and news
of a Native woman killed in Iraq, the world is closing in on the tiny
village.
"The down-to-earth people are finishing?" I was left wondering: Are their
values vanishing in my lifetime? Does their culture matter? Is progress
their best bet for the future?


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